another day of training is done. little by little it’s finally sinking in… i am going to do sales. or rather, help agents make the sale. akalain mo yun. i still have sooo much to learn though. i actually like it… a new challenge… something entirely different out of the usual tech support stuff. and its gonna take another learning curve for god knows how long. yeeh.
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on an entirely different note, it’s amazing how relationships start. and im not just talking about the usual romantic, boyfriend-girlfriend, head-over-heels type. this also goes for strangers becoming friends. ang galing diba? aaand it almost always starts with a smile. or a… uhm… lifting of the eyebrows!Ü i just thought of this while taking a bath before work. apparently that’s the only time i have to think of such things. haha. wala lang. naisip ko lang kasi, more than half of the reason why i cant leave my present job is because of the friends i’ve made here. sure, the compensation is great and the benefits and all that, but i daresay i’ve also made relationships to last a lifetime. with my bosses, my teammates, my colleagues. it’s like a family outside of my own. 
and im happy about it.
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granted that you’re already happily involved with someone… do you ever come to a point that you ask yourself
“what if?” or “sayang, pahulihin ka naman eh”
does it make you a bad girlfriend/boyfriend if you think of something like that? does that count as cheating already? or does it only become cheating when you act on it? if that’s the case, does that mean you are allowed to fantasize about that person and think of as many “what if” questions as you want granted that you dont do anything about it?
or am i just overthinking again?
stayz Said:
on February 23, 2007 at 3:02 am
Hmm..pareho tayo..hehe..actually, i think it’s cheating if you do the act..pero just thinking on the what could have beens? i don’t think so. Kasi you’re like….thinking. Thinking lang. Ganun. Hehe. Unless you think you want to cheat, that’s a different thing.
kalaro Said:
on February 25, 2007 at 9:31 am
nakakatakot yung tanong mo… i found myself asking those questions pero kabit pa kasi ako nun… mga tipong, “what if i just moved on and be with this other guy” pero while in a relationship, i don’t know if i’m consciously or uncosciously trying to shrug the thought off… but i guess, the term naman is not cheating if you think of the dreaded what ifs… but if you fantasize already about that other person constantly as in the actuation of the what-ifs… morally i think that’s cheating in a sense (so cheating na, may in a sense pa na nalalaman)… because you were with that other person even if sa mind mo lang eh…
pero i guess i wouldn’t really know for sure… let’s just put it this way… if one feels guilty about it then that’s when he/she would feel na there is something wrong… kahit di mo ma-pinpoint or ma-identify or ma-labelan yung nangyayari, bottom line is, may mali.
ang haba nito. pasensya naman. na-carried away lang. =p love you, mare.
des cute Said:
on February 26, 2007 at 9:45 pm
hmmm… it will be cheating if you will act on your what ifs… if not… no prob at all